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IndecisionMarch 15, 2006Indecision
Indecision
Rolling waves like strands of hair
Flowing out over my skin
Remnants of awake dreams
I say I have nothing left
I'm empty cold alone
I lie I live I love
Anything could prove me wrong
The sound of a footstep
The wind in the trees
I've sat here all night
Waiting for a way to be
And now that the night is over
I'm still lost
Otherwise useless words...Monday, March 13, 2006Otherwise useless words...
Take this string of otherwise useless words...
Love truth honesty
freedom beauty supernatural
dark deep cold
blood knives water
loyalty lust anger
pain tear scream
betrayal strength horror
triumph revenge stars
moon sun earth
tree rose vine
spirit soul fly
live lie die
EARTH AIR FIRE WATER in these elements we expire
The Music of that Farther RoomThey speak to me like whispers of dying light, an untold fortune, a mask finally taken off.The Music of that Farther Room
I'm revealed and standing here in this darkness that is not truly darkness; a dim twilight of understanding.
There is, on this lonely cold rooftop, a broken soul encased in flesh, staring at the pearl of the full moon one long lonely night...
Sighing deeply, I stare at the face of this immortal satellite, wishing I was there in that silver world, living silently in a small universe of peace.
Small things seem embedded in my spirit, little things that seem not to be great until I find myself standing h
Phoenix SongPhoenix Song—March 11, 2006Phoenix Song
I find myself wandering
In a garden of burning photographs And my fingertips charred with
Immolated memories
The sun looks like warm copper And in the air there’s a haze
Of lost souls Fleeing from their captured
Images
Where happiness lay in color
And pain erupts with explosive force Ripped from time To singe my skin with my
Former life
This garden of burning photographs My fingertips charred with
Immolated memories
They killed me
The hurt me
I want them
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± why waste your time in the real world ±
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± why waste your time in the real world ±
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Was Dich nicht tötet, macht Dich stärker.-
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For the undending sleep can seduce you
To the world behind unseeing eyes.
And the beauty that beckons, then cuts you
Is also the cruelest of lies.
~Lotus Rose
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Come and find me, where I live like a story...
~*amber*~is the color of my energy...lol
~*There's beauty in the breakdown*~
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Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.
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Come and find me, where I live like a story...
~*amber*~is the color of my energy...lol
~*There's beauty in the breakdown*~
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Was Dich nicht tötet, macht Dich stärker.-
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Come and find me, where I live like a story...
~*amber*~is the color of my energy...lol
~*There's beauty in the breakdown*~
and listening to Breaking Ben and Sneaker Pimps and Portishead...and everything else I listen to...
I forgot Myspace! yeah, myspace too...lol.
I can't wait for school to start again so I can work my tail off and get my Masters! (not next year, sometime in the near future...lol)
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Come and find me, where I live like a story...
~*amber*~is the color of my energy...lol
~*There's beauty in the breakdown*~
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